New life, new enviroment and new frens...

I have been here for like two months already if i am not mistaken.
Gone through lots...and lots of stuff starting from laughter to tears....lots of tears...

I once thought i am a strong , tough and unemotional.
When i first came here, it proves that i am wrong. Drop dead wrong,

Life for the first few weeks here sucks....i mean yeah really very extremely sucky that could make you cry in second. But not just me, everybody has the same experiance here.
Adapting to a totally new enviroment is just the hardest thing to do for the moment being .
Especially when i missed home alot.

However, there are still friends around here who at least gave me so hope to go on here.
still, life isn't easy when u have to go through the seperation after a few weeks bonding here.
A few week bonding is like for years here which i do not know why =.=
when amy left for JPA, thats the one and only moment which i could cry because of her.......
Emotion gone WILD here......

u can laugh , emo, felt lonely, frustrated or go hyper in any moment . Cannot even blame my PMS here =.=

Although life is hard here, i learnt a lot here.
It does changed me a bit even for a short moment here.
I do admit the facilities and spaces around here is more than average but ignore the cleanliness =.=
and the lecturers here are superb =) better than tuition teachers in KL haha....
i enjoyed learning here and enjoyed getting the knowledge i gained here just that the syallabus is is bloody fast and everyday i am chasing it =.=

my maths has worsen as i paid too much attention to my "favourite subject" BIOLOGY here =)

UPS is coming and i will be home!!!!! XD

=.=

ok...i know this blog is dead...thats because i am partially dead too =)

for this few months, nothing really speacial happen except the results day and the "money" giving day =)

i don't actually know how ppl survie at home without working or studying, kinda torturing.

days flew right in ur eyes liek nobody business...and its april now 0.O

yeah, the goals after spm vanished (the diet plan). coz i do love food very much XD

but i will still try to control before the comdition worsen XD

interview is next monday......3 more days left?

i just hope that i will meet a good panel that will take it easy on me XD

partial of me do hope that i could get the scholarships too so that my mummy will jumpo over the moon and stop worrying bout money and my future =)
just a smile form her face will make everything worthy =)

=.= so, i really hope my dear god will bless me =)

=.=

oh...now i just feel like abandoning my blog,
co i dun feel any interesting happen to me anyway...
i was wif my computer since this morning...
finding for scholarships and busy filling all the application forms,
haiz , hope that at least i will get one,
but interviews will be so scary for me =.=

i wan to study =.=
felt useless at home.
although i did many stuff....

Work...

Working is something that nobody can run away with it.

It is one of the human's responsibility to survive and appreciate the life given by the god and our own parents.

Work can be fun or gruesome.

I do hope with all my heart that my future work will be fun and worth doing it for my whole life.

I am working part time for the moment being.

It truly made me learn that it is very important to find the work you truly love.

yeah, with passion doing it everysingle day.




haiz, today's work was scary. the one who work with me at the primary level took leave =.=

i was working all alone at that level. In the afternoon, it was okay. I can still handle it.





But....





after 8, 0.o ppl just kept on rushing in TOGETHER ( =.= they dun bother coming other time)

i almost fainted....haiz, working like a robot is not a fun thing to do .

I am just glad that my senior who is beside me helped me out. Even the boss came to help =)

=.=

the day finally ended. Phiew......



and holiday for the next week!

i am preparing for the CNY wif my mummy since last week.

i knew what she bought and i help out a lot.

Thats why i kinda anticipated for the CNY this year.

hope it will be fun =)



Happy chinese new year yeah everybody!

to huicin who is in london too!

i am 18 =)

i am officially 18 today.
my mum wanted to surprise me with a durian birthday cake ,
but she failed,
and i have to get the cake from the shop myself....
wat a surprise.....

i was working the whole day today in Kumon.
My first ever birthday present today was from a kid in Kumon named farn ern.
He has the same birthday as me and brought me some snacks as present.
He remembered my birthday =)
It was so sweet and touching =)
i wanted to take his picture but i was busy working =)
i shall find a chance to take his pic next time XD

my birthday wishes for this year?
PLs god....let me had full A plus this year so that i can have scholarships for m,y studies.
=.= i hate seeing my parents worrying bout money =.=
haiz...

=(

Why she have to be like this....
i love her so much but it seems that she is always dissatisfied.
i am no superman or steel woman.
i am a normal human beings who have FEELINGS.
WORDS can kill a person. mentally.
The wound deepen when it is from somebody that you deeply care about.

She thought she is the one and only person who understand me well
I dun think so ........

i just dunno why every time she brings up the word ,
my tears just fell out uncontrollable.
i could not really stand it.

the worst thing is .....
i cannot hate her.....=.=
or take revenge....

the only thing i could do is to keep quiet.......and really quiet........

=)

Is pretty fun at school today....
When you are stuck in a small ,stuffy room for some time,
you will start missing school i guess?
will you?
to get some fresh air, talk and laugh with your friends....
thats the best memories you could get in highschool and no other place.

In fact, most of the working people missed their high schools a lot.
And yeah. i will miss it a lot too =)
coz i love every single people in my school.
so about five weeks more to say bye bye to high schools.
Tell wat you wan to tell and do wat you wan to do
or you would never able to do it any more =)

actually at the same time, i felt pretty happy when spm is getting nearerXD
means it will end soon!
my sims 3 missed me so much too =))

=.=

haiz the stupid c will haunt me forever.
no mood blogging. have to study =.=

XD

back from malacca.
nice vacation, cut out those frustrated moment.
took a lot of pictures, coz thats the only thing i can do.
will upload "if" i an free =)
yeah, ate a lot too.
nyonya food is the best, plus all the satay celup and those stuff but about the chicken rice balls.......i definitely has no idea why it is famous....it is just .....rice in the shape of balls...=.=
but overall, i do love the jonker street!
lots of nice stuff that you cannot find in KL.
should go there wif frens sometimes coz you can shop wif no restriction....and do not bring guys along when you wan to shop.
traffic there are pretty crazy too......

PS: i bought ur dodol as promise. will give you when skul reopen, just remind me yeah=)
i was finding for it during the whole vacation=.=....you should really thank me =)

=.=

yeah....the first week of exam has passed.
first week was nice and relaxing.
and now the second week is here!
hell!
bio is on wednesday and i dun know how to cope with it =.=
with sejarah. its a worse week.
but you see.after trial. EIGHT WEEKS more then it will be the real one.
when you are having a major exam , time passes even faster.
coz we have a goal i guess. =)

mum just "knocked" my head for a moment yesterday.
it makes me think what i should choose to be after school.
=.= i dun like to think about it.
i will keep on thinking bout it but i dun seems to get the answers and i duno why.
could somebody just pop up and say to me "yee wen, you are terrific in XXXXX, you definitely should be a XXXXX"
haih....it will never happen.....=.=
i shall back to my place.
"the study table =.="

cousin wedding =)

kids singing .

shouting .

nd running makes the wedding better i guess.

both of the bride and bridegroom are pretty and handsome aren't there?

haha, i have fun =)

but i guess i will feel weird when my siblings or cousin who play wif me since small get marry one day.

i am like growing up physically not mentally.

still feel that i am immature inside =.=

times really fly too fast. haiz...

i hope both of them will live happily ever after=)

for i shall continue to study =.=

=)

i love my mum =)

=.=

maybe i am being overly sensitive,
i try hard to calm myself down.
yeah, when you see me being really quiet.
i am trying hard to control my feelings.
i am not the kind of person who show all my feelings out.
i dun wan to do or act without thinking.
so i remained quite. so that i won be blinded by my anger=.=


it may be a little thing for you.
dun ask me why. coz i ,myself do not know why.
for what you say or did have just leave a little scratch in my heart.

"heart are meant to be broken"
thats what i heard,
when your heart are broken into pieces,
family will be the one and only one ,
that will mend it,fix it and make it a brand new one,
then it will be ready to be broken once again.
time after time, we will eventually know
what is the most important thing in the journey of our life.

=.=.....still sick

haih, i thought i got better yesterday.
but it seems that the stupid fever does not wan to go away from me....
it comes wif coughing and flu.
now i have to wear the mask at home =.=
damn hot wei....but i am quite use to it d.....

my sis went to PC fair today....she is getting her laptop!
means i can play wif it also! wakakakka.....
anyone knows where to buy original EA games in malaysia?
=.= its hard to find and i dun wan to order online coz i duno how =)

tata!

=.=

i am sick......
but its not H1N1 =)
but it still scares my mum =(
school closed. i will cherish the time and study!
but let me rest for few day first =.=

Ps: updated for the woman and the man =)

random pics XD

=) i wan to make it a plushie
love pn .ramlah =) she rocks!

=) the class won be complete without them =)

i just love this pic =)

my english teacher XD

us! damn suuny wei that time.

XD i will study harder and harder!!!!

=) BYE haha....

=)

Love talking to pn. ramlah =) she is a one wise woman who loves to share her knowledge wif us.

bio class today =D learn alot talking to the guys XD

laugh alot too.

today's koko is not bad. making banner =)

and i love the banner vicky made...haha...my job is just talking. so thats why it is so fun =)

bio class

having a photographer in the class is always the bestXD

love olivia!!!

the best photographer ever!

XD

XD addicted to facebook restaurant XD

=.= can't concentrate when i open my book.

i kept on doing other things while i am studying.

my working "mood" is no t on yet i guess.

=.= will try to get back on my book.

the sims 3 is out!!!

but i will have to wait till after exam =.=