=.=

ok...i know this blog is dead...thats because i am partially dead too =)

for this few months, nothing really speacial happen except the results day and the "money" giving day =)

i don't actually know how ppl survie at home without working or studying, kinda torturing.

days flew right in ur eyes liek nobody business...and its april now 0.O

yeah, the goals after spm vanished (the diet plan). coz i do love food very much XD

but i will still try to control before the comdition worsen XD

interview is next monday......3 more days left?

i just hope that i will meet a good panel that will take it easy on me XD

partial of me do hope that i could get the scholarships too so that my mummy will jumpo over the moon and stop worrying bout money and my future =)
just a smile form her face will make everything worthy =)

=.= so, i really hope my dear god will bless me =)

=.=

oh...now i just feel like abandoning my blog,
co i dun feel any interesting happen to me anyway...
i was wif my computer since this morning...
finding for scholarships and busy filling all the application forms,
haiz , hope that at least i will get one,
but interviews will be so scary for me =.=

i wan to study =.=
felt useless at home.
although i did many stuff....

Work...

Working is something that nobody can run away with it.

It is one of the human's responsibility to survive and appreciate the life given by the god and our own parents.

Work can be fun or gruesome.

I do hope with all my heart that my future work will be fun and worth doing it for my whole life.

I am working part time for the moment being.

It truly made me learn that it is very important to find the work you truly love.

yeah, with passion doing it everysingle day.




haiz, today's work was scary. the one who work with me at the primary level took leave =.=

i was working all alone at that level. In the afternoon, it was okay. I can still handle it.





But....





after 8, 0.o ppl just kept on rushing in TOGETHER ( =.= they dun bother coming other time)

i almost fainted....haiz, working like a robot is not a fun thing to do .

I am just glad that my senior who is beside me helped me out. Even the boss came to help =)

=.=

the day finally ended. Phiew......



and holiday for the next week!

i am preparing for the CNY wif my mummy since last week.

i knew what she bought and i help out a lot.

Thats why i kinda anticipated for the CNY this year.

hope it will be fun =)



Happy chinese new year yeah everybody!

to huicin who is in london too!

i am 18 =)

i am officially 18 today.
my mum wanted to surprise me with a durian birthday cake ,
but she failed,
and i have to get the cake from the shop myself....
wat a surprise.....

i was working the whole day today in Kumon.
My first ever birthday present today was from a kid in Kumon named farn ern.
He has the same birthday as me and brought me some snacks as present.
He remembered my birthday =)
It was so sweet and touching =)
i wanted to take his picture but i was busy working =)
i shall find a chance to take his pic next time XD

my birthday wishes for this year?
PLs god....let me had full A plus this year so that i can have scholarships for m,y studies.
=.= i hate seeing my parents worrying bout money =.=
haiz...

=(

Why she have to be like this....
i love her so much but it seems that she is always dissatisfied.
i am no superman or steel woman.
i am a normal human beings who have FEELINGS.
WORDS can kill a person. mentally.
The wound deepen when it is from somebody that you deeply care about.

She thought she is the one and only person who understand me well
I dun think so ........

i just dunno why every time she brings up the word ,
my tears just fell out uncontrollable.
i could not really stand it.

the worst thing is .....
i cannot hate her.....=.=
or take revenge....

the only thing i could do is to keep quiet.......and really quiet........

=)

Is pretty fun at school today....
When you are stuck in a small ,stuffy room for some time,
you will start missing school i guess?
will you?
to get some fresh air, talk and laugh with your friends....
thats the best memories you could get in highschool and no other place.

In fact, most of the working people missed their high schools a lot.
And yeah. i will miss it a lot too =)
coz i love every single people in my school.
so about five weeks more to say bye bye to high schools.
Tell wat you wan to tell and do wat you wan to do
or you would never able to do it any more =)

actually at the same time, i felt pretty happy when spm is getting nearerXD
means it will end soon!
my sims 3 missed me so much too =))