End of 2008 =.=

since after PMR, my sis warned me about form four.
"It may be a year for all the changes, things that does not usually happpen , WILL happen on that year....so beware.."

I dun think much bout that. i was busy enjoying the days after PMR.
which is quite cool.
no worries.
no burden.
no Chemistry and BIO.
Just sleep , eat and play.
haha.....gained some weight from that too.

then prepare for skul reopens.
new books, new syllabus, new teachers and even a new class.
it was a shock at first when my class is changed to G.
o.O okay......but at least eunice was there wif me....
then they changed again.
went to C.
=.= then the drama happens.
bout the chairs and the placing bla bla bla.
we even went to meet the penolong kanan. =.=

its hard for me to adapt to the class at first.
its totally different wif my class years ago.
haha.....coz vicky always expressed her discontent to me.
then i am influnced too....=D
but the class is not really that bad.
haha...its make a good study enviroment.
peace and quiet coz wat they did everyday are....
SLEEPING.
haha....but talking to them make me gained different type of knowledge
haha...

but it is still hard for me...
hard for me to c all my frens drifted apart.
Looking at them performing in front on the stage.
and i am not with them anymore....
i used to be wif them and not anymore.....
feel like crying when i saw this.
saw how happy they were wif their classmates.
and all i can do is just look. and smile.....wishing i am part of them.

but ppl changes according to the surrounding.
and of course i did change a lot. 2008 is like a changing phase for everyone either for better or worse.
It is also a year that makes you learn more about reality.
about humanity.
about growing.
about letting go and seperating.

I admitted that i have been a coward and has low self esteem when i am in form 1 to 3.
I knew that my english is not that good. so i dare not to speak much in english.
that makes me to speak less especially in english class.
haha....thats why en.khari was shocked to see me speak in his room during f1 meeting.
he is shocked and i am quite happy becoz that shows that i have improve slightly and gained some confidence.

F1.....haha....like what chia sing says....i also duno why i entered it.
coz i am not active in coco during lower secondary.
like wat i said. i am afraid of everything.
then my sis encouraged me to joined more.
so i just simply joined as long as i have the coco marks wif me.
haha......that thoughts need a lot of sacrifice.=.=
truly and deeply need alot. =.=

but i do get alot of stuff from F1. (including the souvenirs...XD)
i learned to be independent.
i learned to speak more in english.
i learned how to make frens wif others.
i learned to express my self more
i learned to manage stuff.
i learned to scold ppl...haha(u noe who)

i get closer wif nadz and amy.
we laugh, we joke, we being jakun, we even fight.
do not forget that we constantly "SHARE" everything we know. XD (only between us)
i LOVE the national competition.
haha....that was like the sweetest journey we ever had. the funniest one. haha.
=.= we ate a lot during the com and even sacrifice our year end exam for that.
but it was truly a tired and rewarding journey =)
not to forget about the regional com.
the sweats, the insects, the food , the laughter , the frustration
and of course the N9 frens that we met. =)
will never ever forget the awlful asrama.

then the choral speaking.
i just enter becoz most of my frens did.
i dun even know why haha.
but i love the practise we have gone through although we got nothing.
i still think that we look cool during the com....
haha....and the mcdonalds too.....=)
coz all the members are crazy ppl , thats why XD

Pang's birthday was the best!
love it!
and the cupcakes are nice le....haha...

25 hours and 20 minutes,
it would be a goodbye to 2008.

2009 hmmm......
unpredictable year.
everyone will striving hard for SPM.
really hard.
and a very LAST year for us .
then it would be a BIG BYE BYE for everybody
=.= i can't imagine what would it be to be out from the buliding
that we sigh every morning before we go there.
and complain about how tired are we and made a lot of excuses
just becoz we hate it.
time DO fly like a super duper fast jet that wouldn't wait for u just becoz u say "STOP"
start appreciating the ppl around you.
say wat you wan to say to them and do what you want to do for them
so you wouldn't regret before we are away from the building forever. =)


>CHOONG< (i just write wat i wan....you may have difficulties reading...=))