We get to enter F1..........

i just got the news today that in my school all of the four teams are accepted into the F1 regional.......

Yeah....it was good that our team's effort is not wasted BUT...

that also MEANS that we have to continue our F1 thaing and start to make the car the design and i have to read everysingle thing bout the car.........

Exam is just next week....

I thought that after the exam i can have my beautiful, pleasant , relaxing and a free from everthing holiday....wanted to watch drama the whole holiday also.....BUT BUT.....now

i just knew that i m in the souvenir department and have to do alot of things......

i just participated in the poster competition but i like it la......coz i just can't resist the temptation of pizza...haha......

so .....no more lovely holiday.....it have to be replaced by all these jobs.....haih....have to plan it nicely ....so that i can at least have some fun over the holidays.......

before that ....have to pass through this mid-term exam first......ish........

>CHOONG<

Just finish my piano lesson. so tired. Octaves is hard to play with a small hand. Maybe i should drink more milk. Last time when my bro said my hand small i normally answer him,"my hand small only, you guy's hand only can appear bigger.

I went to school today.Haha. The Muslims have their activity so the non-muslims stay in the class and study theirselves. Only 5 chinese came, me, jo, hc, cass and connie. Then, zi tian came in and ask jo to create a slogan for the banner for teacher's day. Then me, jo, hc n yh went to Bilik Seni and we started to call like everyone to help us create a slogan to show your gratitude to your beloved teacher.(didn't call cs cause scared she is still sleeping).

But after rehat, we ended up playing the King's game which used paper not card. Me and Jo got lot's of K while hc is always the one who kena. Lol. Hc didn't get even one K. Lots of fun and i laugh a lot until stomachache. Then i created a so called "Toilet song". Lol. Cause i wanted to go to the toilet then jo and hc continue singing. It was so funny. Jo said we should have recorded it.

After school, i saw yw's mum and ask her why yw didn't come. YW, WHY YOU DIDN"T COME? Even vicky oso. Yesterday sumore heard shi mun ask yi yeen if she should come to school or not cause vicky ask her to come. Dissapointed...

Haih...i also have to read my bio now. Have only read a few pages in school.
Gambate ne, mina-san! (Add oil, everyone!)

†…Pang…†

Its a FRIDAY again!!!!

i skip skul today and woke up at approximately 7.30......bathed , ate two slices of creamy peanut butter bread (i put los and lots of peanut butter), choco biscuits, seaweed and dragonfood......quite much for my breakfast.......

went into the room and study chemistry.....usually i hate the calculation part but after today i can announced that i hate BIO MORE!!!!!

i prefer calculating than memorizing pages of facts......i study chem for 2 hours and then when i started bio......i just felt dizzy and asleep on the table.....JUST STARTED like 2 page then i fell asleep.....ish ,then i can't stand of it and decide to go online and relaxe my mind....haha.... i felt much better now...........

i got my class pic already....n my face looks roundish.....i gain weight on my face ish.......but still it was a nice pic........

i flipped through some of my old skul magazine to see my old class pic days ago
......times really flies .......we already took the fourth class pic....next is the fifth then bye bye to our secondary skul life.....

i felt really sad each time i thought of ......the good memories, laughter,cries and hugs that happen in the skul and we will be leaving it forever for like one and a half year......haih......i will miss it so badly............

but the sad thing for this moment is ......i have to go back to my bio books....haih.....=(

Opssss.....

A few days ago...i was so "semangat" to study...but but....i spent the whole afternoon from 1 to 7 at home watching the condor hero..with my bro.....at night i was like..."cannot already "ko"....i have to go n study..."

then at nights, they have this show called "old buddy" or sumthing....i was studying and when i went out to have a peep...my bro was like...."hey, i tot u say u wanted to study....go back to ur room"

He was laughing so loud and sumtimes i can't stand it and will rush out pretending to brush my teeth to watch that....haha....but i finished half of the chap 2 ....the cell thing was quite hard to be memorize......

Then....on sunday......my mum "ajak" me to go n watch "the forbidden kingdom".......
i was looking on my book and decide which to choose....study or movie....so at the end i chose movie......cause sis say when i finish my exam.....the cinema maybe dun have the show already....so i go lah.........the show was QUITE entertaining....not like what i have expected.....but oklah......cause i m the fan of these ancient chinese thingy so i think i will like it but it was just so..so.......but the fighting scene was quite cool......

i told vicky today i that i have watch it....so she was like SOOOOO mad......i promise her to watch some english romantic movie to replace her sadness...haha....i will go n watch with u la...

so at here i would like to say REALLY REALLY SORRY BOUT THAT to VICKY NG........=) i will watch watever movie u wan......

At class we were busy talking bout wat we will do during the holiday which is after exam.....can't wait for it...i need a BREAK........!!!!!!!!

and I need HOLIDAYS.....holidays ....come to me plssss....i luv u....haha..........

thank you kh...

I went home alone today after the kawad practise with En. Fahry. Well, not exactly alone cause my dad fetch me home. But he leave me after i open the door. I close the alarm later, then i press the switch for light.

ei?...

Off and on again.

ei?...no ELECTRICITY?ok nvm i wanna go to the toilet.

After i went to the toilet, i went to my room to find for my torchlight and went downstairs to the main switch.

click.

And finally i am here telling this to you.(cause got electricity now)

Ok maybe you might think that this is very fai but now i just wanted to say thank you to kh a.k.a kemahiran hidup. It teaches me what to do when the electricity goes down and of course this is one of the kemahiran untuk hidup. Got to stop this here. Still have lots of work haven't do yet. Need tto find for 2 keratan akhbar ang study for my coming exam. Haih. How i wish i could become a baby again...

†…Pang…†

I finally get back my senses!.....since like thursday i think...i dun feel like smiling( very suddenly)......i dun feel like talking to anyone either.

Usually i like to smile all the time and when vicky and levi showed me some poem....i dun even have any feelings on almost everything.........i m like a human without feeling....that was so scary!

then.....i got it! It was a symptom of my P. I duno my P can make such a big difference to me.....but now i m back to normal.....=)........and and.....

I bought my ipod touch casing! i can bring it out now......before that i was so scared to bring it out without the casing....i bro even left some scratches on the back of it.....damn " sam tong " loh....but now it will be better than nothing......

This year i went to many funeral......my grandma for last year....then have to visit her grave to do the wong san thingy.........i went for the same thing for me "kam poh" yesterday in the morning....actually i doesn't feel like going but since my mum wants me to accompany her so i go lah....the smoke of the " heong " is damn pathetic....air pollution!.....den the uncle will do the "wong san" thingy and throw coins to us......i was looking in the other way when he threw it...so he threw directly on me.....damn pain...the kids were looking for the coins everywhere causes they thought that it was a game and they were like......

Young2: yan, u c i got many coins here!
yan : I also got ! but mine is more than urs....i have like ten ,twenty, thirty ......bla bla
bla......two ringgit!!!! hahahahaha....
man : Yan ...u c i got many coins too...
the other kids: ME TOOOOO!!!!!

then when i went home i planned to finish my add maths and read some of my chemistry.....i opened "the legend of teh condor hero" and then do my add maths.....(i luv doing my hw with the tv on....helo? its sunday..i should be entertain...so it was one of my favourite way to do my homework although it will be much slower......)

then i went to bee harn 's granpa's funeral...with my mum.....aubrey was there too....we were like seating there nothing to do or to talk......i dun like the "silence"....but i really duno wat to talk........Bee harn's "other granpa" is really humorous and cute.....he told us his love stories of his wife who is not here now....he kept on repeating the word " my wife is truly a beauty...really!"....it was so touching..not many asia husband will say that especially older ppl......that made my mum to say " uncle u r so good to ur wife, even my husband also didn't praise me like that ish......" hahaha....yeah..i never heard my dad praising my mum like that too...

we went home at 10.45p.m...i still get to watch the hk award presentation.......jet li got the best actor and duno some "yi ma " got the best actress..the hosts were quite funny....

i wanted to watch the repeat...=(....

YIKES!!!! exam is coming n i m still lost in chemistry and biology...i will probably screwed my mid-term exam.......

Pang where have u been . HELP ME!!!

i m currently working on my blog.......

which i don't know to operate it..........

it has so many space and space and space which i duno what to put or even how to put......

ish......i need a blogging lesson. Somebody pls teach me....

PANG...go do everything for me.........its our blog .....where have u been !!!!!!!!

arggg.......choral speaking lost....that made me felt quite disappointed because choral speaking is fun...it was just so sad for us to end hear...haih...watever....for koko today, our club's job is to do a coverage about our skul drama team who won the first in zon pudu.....we interviewed Andrew and Jacky( Jacky is not in the drama team but thats is for our article that we have to do weeks adn we have to pass it up so we just ran up to 4A and interviewed him, but got "halau" by yeen hoong so we have to wait outside the class....yeen hoong damn fierce ....so scary....we even late for our ping pong for that but anyway we have nothing to do at ping pong too) I change my freaking permainan every year but i dun even get a chance to at least play sumthing...........better than wasting time sitting there for the whole koko....i rather study or do sumthing better than that...........n chia sing always blame me for making her enter ping pong..."hey i didnt force u okay, and i do not like olahraga anyway"....ish....

Sometimes i just feel myself useless........i m bad in languages....colouring ....etc, etc...etc......i can't even find what i am good at!..even worse....i dun even have my own ambition...................i can't think of any that is suitable for me.........i dun wan to be form 5 that fast! it was april already!..........the mid-term exam is coming summore........haih...............

Drew this when i watched HEAVEN SWORD AND DRAGON SABRE........she looks sad all the time but she is pretty...............i luv the eyes!

Drew this for Ee xuen.....she gave me her drawing that i wanted but i duno what i draw for her in return...so i drew this ...u know that i am hungry when i m drawing this XD................