Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008 to 2009

2008 is gonna end in just a few minutes.
In the same time, 2009 is coming.
Who said time pass by so slowly?
It's fast ok.
In just a few minutes i become older, become form 5.
And another few months, we will be sitting in a room, thinking hard for answers.

2008,
a year full of changes,
i m stil in d same class, but in form 4, my classmates are different, laughters are different, environment different, everything is not really the same.

We can only meet during recess, before and after school. I m so sorry for not waiting for you all to go to the canteen. Blame my stomach. It's grumbling. lol.

Most of us participated in f1 but not me, yh and eu. I feel sad sometimes when they r all not around. I am alone in class when cs,hc n jo went out. Luckily i hav sue ann. hahaha. she's really cute. but she's scary when u make her angry. n i hav yh n eu. but eu sometimes go to robotic. n me n yh are alone. sob.

It seems tat everyone in the gang hav problems. f1, friendship, chinese camp, family ... They said i m d one wit no drama. Mayb yes n mayb no. like wat yw the 'san po' said, scorpios r secretive. lol. But i do feel sad looking at them. I can oni stand by their side, smile at them, watch them...

N now it's 2009, i can hear the fireworks but i cant c them. lol. To everyone, Happy New Year!

-pang-

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

End of 2008 =.=

since after PMR, my sis warned me about form four.
"It may be a year for all the changes, things that does not usually happpen , WILL happen on that year....so beware.."

I dun think much bout that. i was busy enjoying the days after PMR.
which is quite cool.
no worries.
no burden.
no Chemistry and BIO.
Just sleep , eat and play.
haha.....gained some weight from that too.

then prepare for skul reopens.
new books, new syllabus, new teachers and even a new class.
it was a shock at first when my class is changed to G.
o.O okay......but at least eunice was there wif me....
then they changed again.
went to C.
=.= then the drama happens.
bout the chairs and the placing bla bla bla.
we even went to meet the penolong kanan. =.=

its hard for me to adapt to the class at first.
its totally different wif my class years ago.
haha.....coz vicky always expressed her discontent to me.
then i am influnced too....=D
but the class is not really that bad.
haha...its make a good study enviroment.
peace and quiet coz wat they did everyday are....
SLEEPING.
haha....but talking to them make me gained different type of knowledge
haha...

but it is still hard for me...
hard for me to c all my frens drifted apart.
Looking at them performing in front on the stage.
and i am not with them anymore....
i used to be wif them and not anymore.....
feel like crying when i saw this.
saw how happy they were wif their classmates.
and all i can do is just look. and smile.....wishing i am part of them.

but ppl changes according to the surrounding.
and of course i did change a lot. 2008 is like a changing phase for everyone either for better or worse.
It is also a year that makes you learn more about reality.
about humanity.
about growing.
about letting go and seperating.

I admitted that i have been a coward and has low self esteem when i am in form 1 to 3.
I knew that my english is not that good. so i dare not to speak much in english.
that makes me to speak less especially in english class.
haha....thats why en.khari was shocked to see me speak in his room during f1 meeting.
he is shocked and i am quite happy becoz that shows that i have improve slightly and gained some confidence.

F1.....haha....like what chia sing says....i also duno why i entered it.
coz i am not active in coco during lower secondary.
like wat i said. i am afraid of everything.
then my sis encouraged me to joined more.
so i just simply joined as long as i have the coco marks wif me.
haha......that thoughts need a lot of sacrifice.=.=
truly and deeply need alot. =.=

but i do get alot of stuff from F1. (including the souvenirs...XD)
i learned to be independent.
i learned to speak more in english.
i learned how to make frens wif others.
i learned to express my self more
i learned to manage stuff.
i learned to scold ppl...haha(u noe who)

i get closer wif nadz and amy.
we laugh, we joke, we being jakun, we even fight.
do not forget that we constantly "SHARE" everything we know. XD (only between us)
i LOVE the national competition.
haha....that was like the sweetest journey we ever had. the funniest one. haha.
=.= we ate a lot during the com and even sacrifice our year end exam for that.
but it was truly a tired and rewarding journey =)
not to forget about the regional com.
the sweats, the insects, the food , the laughter , the frustration
and of course the N9 frens that we met. =)
will never ever forget the awlful asrama.

then the choral speaking.
i just enter becoz most of my frens did.
i dun even know why haha.
but i love the practise we have gone through although we got nothing.
i still think that we look cool during the com....
haha....and the mcdonalds too.....=)
coz all the members are crazy ppl , thats why XD

Pang's birthday was the best!
love it!
and the cupcakes are nice le....haha...

25 hours and 20 minutes,
it would be a goodbye to 2008.

2009 hmmm......
unpredictable year.
everyone will striving hard for SPM.
really hard.
and a very LAST year for us .
then it would be a BIG BYE BYE for everybody
=.= i can't imagine what would it be to be out from the buliding
that we sigh every morning before we go there.
and complain about how tired are we and made a lot of excuses
just becoz we hate it.
time DO fly like a super duper fast jet that wouldn't wait for u just becoz u say "STOP"
start appreciating the ppl around you.
say wat you wan to say to them and do what you want to do for them
so you wouldn't regret before we are away from the building forever. =)


>CHOONG< (i just write wat i wan....you may have difficulties reading...=))

Sunday, December 28, 2008

tag by my blog partner

Directions: once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. at the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. you can’t tag the person who tagged you. since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so i can see your weirdness.
1. i like to sleep in the afternoon cos in d morning hav to wake up at 6 for school. i think my highest record is sleeping 5 hours non-stop in the afternoon. sometimes i even hope tat we are born to dis world just to sleep. lol.

2. i don't like walking alone. i feel tat it is unsafe, don't hav "on chin gam". haha. but sometimes i still shop alone. i just did tat the other day n i think there's a "don't come near me" words on my face. haha.

3. i can't talk to guys. lol. not tat i anti-boys or something. it's just tat my heart will beat faster n my face started to get red. i don't want to, it's natural. lol. but i think it started to get better. haha.

4. i cry easily. sensitive? i can cry when i watch movies even an action movie. lol. reading touching stories can make me cry too. i can even cry when i read manga. oh... i cry when i scold ppl. tat's weird.

5. i can't decide wat to wear when i go out wit frens and even wit family. i will stand in front of my cupboard, flipping the clothes. sometimes i borrow my sis clothes. i am glad tat we r almost the same size. jus tat she's taller than me 2 or 3 cm and fatter than me 5-6 kg. lol.

6. i like making desserts. i mean i like the process but most of the time i don't dare to eat it. n almost every desserts i made is "successful" to become a piece of shit except for the simplist butter cake. lol. n yw i still rmember our dessert house. =)

7. i kind of like my eyes now or should i say eye's colour. bcos of yw. lol. but it's still not big enough. at least not as big as vic's or yh's.

8. i always find bruises on my body. some i know y but some i hav no idea where it pop out from.

9. i wana go to japan. jus bcos i like their culture. i wana learn chadou n i wana wear kimono but it is very expensive.

10. when i study, i would sing. and when i sing, i would stop studying. lol.

11. i seldom scold ppl in school. but there's one time i scolded someone. my whole face turns red. i can knew it bcos i felt my face burning hot tat time. lol.

12. i like to see ppl playing musical instrument and they r very good in it. i hope i m one of them. but i jus can't seem to play well. sob.

13. i feel shy looking at pretty girls. maybe bcos i m not one of them. lol. but everyone is pretty in their way.

14. i started to learn yoga in hope tat it will helps me grow taller. yes! i wana grow taller. but the word "tall" is so far away from me.

15. i hate it when ppl sitting next table smoke. in a restaurant or something. i thought smoking is already prohibited in public places. hate it! hate it! hate it! i dun wana get cancer.

16. i used to chat we my sis on the bed before we sleep. n we sing. but after tat one of us would say "shut up". lol.

Finally...

i tag back who yw tag but they don't hav to do it again. lol.

=.=

i really love to sing wif my frens =), ok...maybe more to shout.
but it is a way to release stress...haha...before skul reopen.
the most significant year of our life for the moment being is just like erm three days away?
haha....i need all the luck or wateva good thing now for me to go through next year XD

=.= i was so "semangat" this morning to start like a "really study and no play or sleep day"
it generally failed again.
i went into sleep and used up my wonderful morning to play my bro psp.
=.= i felt so so guilty now....haih....

>CHOONG<

Thursday, December 25, 2008

tag by vicky

Directions: once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. at the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. you can’t tag the person who tagged you. since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so i can see your weirdness.

1) =.= i love to eat? that is why i always envy ppl wif a "black hole "inside their stomach like
vicky or even pang....coz they can eat non-stop without getting fat =D

2) I dun really like meeting or hanging out wif strangers or new frens that do not really "talk".
coz i dun really know how to start a convo wif others. I will usually pull some talkative frens out
if i have to go out to such an outing so it would not be odd. haha.....you noe who am i talking
about the "talkative frens".

3) I dun like shopping . coz i will have to stand there waiting for my mum the whole day for her
to shop. I just duno why i dun like to shop. i loves to go into shoes shop especially coz i can
have a sit. =D i just love it when we are going for lunch. the best part in shopping wif mum.
that is why i dun go shopping wif my frens. coz it will be bored.

4) i like ancient drama......i mean the drama is about ancient ppl not that drama is ancient. Coz i
think it is special and i duno why i am just attracted to it . i learn more about the culture of the
ancient citizen from china,korea or even japan from those drama. their love story is more
"pure" and not that overreacted i guess?

5) when i love the main actress or actor (normally actresses) in a drama i am watching...i have
the urge to draw it out. i will find the pic and just draw it out.

6) i can have thousand of stories in my head( mixture of drama i watched i guess?) and i will
spend my time drawing some scene on my stacks of draf paper. and i enjoy it.

7) =.= i dun like crying in front of ppl. it just embarrassed me. i will hate myself for crying in
front of ppl.

8) i am kinda sensitive? i am easily hurt by words that you may think its not hurtful but i just din
show it out that i am hurt. but its feel so good when you actually tell the person that she
hurt you.

9) i sometimes do "lecture" ppl and look like a mum. duno why. When my cousin say that her
parents doesn't treat her as good as my parents treated me and my sibling. I immediately
turn to her and give her some "lecture" that she shouldn't have such thought.

10) i loves my frens and family dearly and can do anything to make them happy. Mostly to my
family la of course. I can bear to c my parents feel sad. When they are happy , i will be
happy. (not my younger bro)

11) If i really love that fren. I will think deeply about wat to do for them during their birthday.
i enjoy making their birthday present although it will take me quite a time becoz i love them
as my frens =)

12) i hate to choose different clothes to wear everyday. when i want to go out then i will found
out that i really dun have clothes to wear. XD. i just hope that someone will choose clothes for
me to wear everyday so i dun need to worry bout that. i just take teh clothes and shoo.....=D
perhaps getting a job that required an uniform would be acceptable =D

13)i dun have any ambition yet. i duno wats my talents and wat i really like. I just hope that
some expert will pop up and tell me wat i am good at and wat job that suits me.

14) i wan to give a comfortable life to my parents when i grow. I wan to help them to fullfilled all
their wishes and make them the happiest parents in the world. =D

15) i dun really like undecisive partner in my group while doing work or anything. They will just
say i duno and push everything for me to make the final decision. =.= and i totally hate it. i
wan the whole group to make the decision together not me alone. I will just simply decide
and it will not be accurate. i believe a decision is indeed very important as the planning will
only moves if decision is made. If not it will be just another failed planning.

16) =.= phiew. it took me so long to do this. ok....last one.....i hate guys who didn't help their
parents or even sisters to do their housework just becoz their men. they will just sleep or
even play ps in front of you while you are like having a bunch of works to do. not just that.
they dun clean but they mess. all they can do is too mess the place and ask for food =.=.
then when the parents are home they will just ask the gurls...."why are the house so messy?
why didn't you clean it?" =.= okay thats my brother. i hope i won c that kind of guy again in
the future =D.

I am tagging....
1) Eunice: i duno why.
2) LEmon: personality analysis!
3)kamarul: =.= i just simply tag
4)pang: coz u r my blog partner. i do u do.
5) huicin: =D
6) jolyn : I din spell ur name wrong this time =D
7)kidshen: haha....i duno why
8)elise: i would like to read wat u write
9) hanson: =D
10)Farah?

Sunday, December 21, 2008

winter solstice festival =D

me and my another fatty cousin. all my guy's cousin love to eat i guess.
his face can't even fit the screen =D
me and my cousin sis who came and her new barbie.

FOOD! STEAMBOAT!
too much till it cannot fit the camera.
=.= it gonna take days to finish all up.


winter solstice festival!
made tong yuen (glutinous rice ball)
got three type. soya bean, normal tong sui and salty soup.



me and auntie. when she fed me roti tisu. kamarul's eyes widen a few cm.
haha....he is not used to see ppl feeding ppl.
ignore round face =.=

haha. i just put my phone in front of him and he closed his face all day long.
gemini suppose to be talkative ok? look at shi mun....haha

=.= Lemon who didn't talk and loves to look around. he din even dare to look at the camera.
lol =D

Kamarul , lemon, vicky in steven's corner dinner.

natsuki sumeragi =D


She is my idol man....

i saw her comic accidentally in a bookstore in pudu and it costs me =.= 4.80 for a ten years ago book.

but i think it worthy now.

her artwork is awesome!

yeah!

i wan to draw like her.

her drawing is super nice!!!!!!

=.= although her comics is in chinese and old..

but i like her still!

i will practise more now.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

=D photos.......

Just drew....kinda like this =D
erm......i cacated the mouth and the eyes.

it will took me ten years to write this.
just learn that how hard caligraphy is.


pavillion christmas tree.
Fatty's birthday on thursday. went to eat western food.
the fearful waitress who treated me tiramisu.crazy woman wif her present.
me and the crazy woman.
the not so nice tiramisu.one of the picture. i drew seven.

Bee's birthday pressie. took the whole day to do =D

=.= i just realise i "terbalikkan" the sixteen and sweet...

>CHOONG<

Thursday, December 18, 2008

=)

went to times square AGAIN yesterday wif bee harn and my tuition frens....
made a birthday present for her..
=.= used my whole day for that.
watch space chimps and still i think bolt is better =D
i LOVE BOLT.....=D
yeah......thats all.
went tuition today.
bought two comic and it is in CHINESE...
i have no idea why i bought it also...
coz the drawing is nice thats all.....
i will try really hard to read the two comics =.=
bless me.....
i need pang to sit beside me and read to me page by page =D
anybody know how to do the bio folio?
my teacher told me to do and promise us the format =.=
but she totally forgot bout it =.=
haih.......i hope there are one more month holiday....

>CHOONG<

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Baby pics =D

coz kidshen ask for my baby pics just now...
i uploaded some for him.
so i "shun bin" post it here also la....
coz i have nothing to do =D

the "evil" me....buahahahahah


Drinking soft drinks =)


I wan ice cream.......can i? =D

>CHOONG<

BOLT =D

Went out just now for a movie wif vicky =D

Watched bolt .
=D although not as fun as madagascar but it is still funny.
UNPREDICTABLE story line at first.
But just love the fat little hamster...haha....look like my brother....=D
Went for some korean restaurant thingy for my delicious lunch.
and and i saw jj lin 's head!
haha
he is not looking up so cannot c him. food is more important so we went to find for food first.
i met up wif pui san (my primary skul fren) there also.
she look damn different although i still can recognize her.
I was like wandering around the shop......=.= but she cannot recognize me and i am not sure is her or not.
But at last also we get to meet each other la....is like duno how many years we didn't meet d.
I just wander where d others go.......=.= wan to meet them back....
I was craving for ice cream nowadays ...duno why....
i m trying to control myself but i still wan to try the kindori ice cream in ts wif vicky.
at last i ate it and it was nice but not as nice as the one in the ministry of food....
=.= miss it also although it is damn expensive.....


Pictures:









Waiting for the fresh ice cream....=D


Beside the chirstmas tree...MERRY CHIRSTMAS!!!

my face got rounder as the holiday go longer =.=


Friday, December 12, 2008

0,o

Just now wanted to go to joging.
Damn suffering when i wan to get out from my warm ,cozy bed.
But i manage to wake up coz i wan to pee.
=.= half way to tun razak garden, it started to rain.
My bro was like jumping happily and say
" eh! raining wei! lets just go eat......( thats the only thing his brain kept)"
then my mum is forced to change location and asked us wat we wan to eat.
My bro kept saying M.........the M.....(mcdonald)=.= he just duno that he is fat enuf fro that M
so at the end we went to pandan jaya pasar and ate "tong sui" and some kuih.
Thats the cheapest breakfast ever when i got to know that everything we eat is only
RM 7.90. three ppl eat wei....damn cheap and fullfilling =D
next time should consider to eat there again.
Vicky Ng, lets just go there tomolo.....=)

>CHOONG<

Thursday, December 11, 2008

=.=

i am bored~~~~~

physics haven finish~~~~~

i hate moral~~~~~

=D
>CHOONG<

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

=D

I went to Kuala Selangor for SEAFOOD on last sunday.....
Cheap and Delicious but of course, i ate in moderation unlike my bro who "sapu" everything on
the table.
Love the "hiong peng" there....the best!
but unfortunately i got stomach ache that time...=.=, damn pain....
So i have to sit in the car and relax.
When i got better , we went to JUSCO (kepong)
and bought a pen.
The trip is overall....hmmm.....satisfying except the part that i didn't get to go to the dessert house =.= coz my mum said my father is tried.
Then, went sungai wang , bought a new spectatcles, then.....ate ice cream...
nothing special =.=....

I love Chirstmas and presents =D....but never got one.
coz my mum says chirstmas is for chirstians =.=.....
So every year i will be just sitting at home....
haih....my mum will be out this chirstmas again and it will be like nine days this time.
Sis got exam so all the houseworks i will have to do it .=.=
i can't imagine that i have to do all that by myself like last year.......
and my "noble" bros will just sit on the sofa doing nothing watching me suffer....
haih........
Vicky!!!!!! i wan to go out on chirstmas!!!!!!

>CHOONG<

Saturday, December 6, 2008

=D

I miss ICE CREAM.
=D i finally killed the GIANT BIRD MONSTER!!
and i found out i have nothing to do in the internet!
and still i reluctant to do my homework! =.=
Hope that mum will recover then we can finally get out from the house for at least a day.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

=(

Damn sad on the day before yesterday.
Got to know my results.
Although yeah, i din study for the exam becoz of F1inskul
i am still frustrated about the results.
I never got that low before and it is really heartbreaking.
especially the first day of exam's subject.
=.= i din even have time to study.
i am busy fainting.......during the exam.
and look what it comes out now....haih...
I put some necessary thing in every corner of my house to remind myself not to lazy.
I know my mum is sad bout my exam and she knows that i din study but still
i can felt that she is so worry and sad about my results.
She kept repeating that i should take more tuitions....
=.= i need intensive training on accounts .Pang! set a day....only u around i would study.
and vicky ng lets set a day for intensive training in chemistry for me and add maths for both of us.
I won let the history repeat. NEVER.
NEVER EVER.
=.= i hope that we will have pn. nurehan for our physics teacher next year.
and and a good chemistry teacher too pls. I beg you god.
>CHOONG<

Monday, December 1, 2008

=D

Still doing my manga.

Vicky help wif synopsis and frontcover.


Dun worry ...i will put a BIG BIG CREDITS TO VICKY NG.


of course ice cream too la....high quality. =)


i just wan to fast fast send and for real...all my burden is DOWN


and i will be as light as feather...hohohoho.


Then i will just have ONE BIG BURDEN ....SPM


nadz just told a bit of my resuls =.=


damn sui. need intensive studies...hahaha


i predicted d la....i din study for dat =.=.....first time.


scary but still i will go to skul and take my results =.=



I drew it and vicky coloured it. i always "like" her style of designing =)

vicky will be sweating now...haha